I'm so tired... Need to study for Korean.... 1 1/2 more weeks to go of Korean and I'M DONE!!!! Just gotta make it through this week and next week without dying...

Ugh, my cough isn't getting any better. At first I thought my cough was getting better, but then yesterday, I didn't feel too good. And I think my cough has gotten worse D= I need to rest properly and eat properly so I can get better.. Ever since I started Korean, I've only been sleeping 5 hours or less during the week and about 8 hours over the weekend or something... I need more sleep....

Oh my gosh >__< Korean is totally kicking me in the ass right now. Soooo intensive.. Got homework everyday and a quiz every other day.. I'm absolutely swamped with work. It's going to be a long 6 weeks. I can't slack off at all or I'm going to fall behind and die in that class D=

As a homework assignment for Korean class, I had to call the prof and have a 1 minute phone conversation with her... Just called her and it didn't go that well >_< I totally suck at speaking Korean D= 어려워요!!! Need more practice! Johnny!!! You'll need to help me =P

Ugh.. I shouldn't have procrastinated.. I need to finish my paper tonight! It's due tomorrow and then tomorrow I need to finish my astronomy project which is due on Friday.. Gotta STOP procrastinating D= And what's making it worse is that Adrian gave me a copy of Kingdom Hearts II. Trying so hard to resist to play =P

Ugh, my eyes had been feeling itchy since Sunday night >_< This is so dumb.. I think it might be some sort of allergy... I feel kinda crappy.. My eyes are itchy and I feel kinda warm o_O My brother is sick and I'm hoping that I didn't catch anything from him.

I need to get my psyc paper and my astronomy project done... Paper is due on Thursday haha. The prof gave the class the suggestion of writing the paper after you had a drink and write it the day before the paper is due =P It's not really a research paper.. It's just a summary of what I did during the placement. I don't have much to write.. I didn't really do anything that exciting in the lab =P As for my astronomy project, I totally don't understand at all what I'm suppose to do... The prof gave the class these instructions (Clicky).... o_O I don't know what she wants from me!!! Need to go MSN the TA later tonight and as him to clarify some things...

Oh yes.. I need to pay tuition >_< So VERY poor D= I need to find myself a part-time job so I have some money to spend. I saw some shoes and some articles of clothing that I would like to own =P

And green tea fraps from Starbucks are gooood =)

I need to study more!!! I'm not ready for my exam tomorrow D= I'm reading the material and the material is just not sticking in my head... Having some problems memorizing the stuff and understanding it. And ironically, my exam tomorrow is on memory >_

So tired today >_< Almost didn't get up today! Forced myself to get up cause I had a mid-term to write today. That mid-term was garbage >_< The prof had all these questions that had NOTHING TO DO WITH ASTRONOMY! What does mythology about the moon and the sun or why they named certain months those names have to do with astronomy? Sure, I understand that it was the basis on how astronomy started out.. But seriously, I didn't know why they named the spring month the "Pink Moon" >_< Her exam was more on mythology than on the laws of astronomy. What happened to knowing Kepler's laws and Newton's laws on gravitation??? I spent all last night trying to decipher all these equations and laws and on her exam she asked questions such as "What was one myth that the ancients had on the moon's different phases?". The prof said that she will give us the equations and numbers necessary to help us calculate certain questions.. But she didn't give ANY equations OR numbers we need... One question asked about how far the Earth moves in an hour. She gave how far away the Sun is from Earth and expected us to calcuate how far the Earth moves in an hour.. With no equations!! I had to think back to Math 11 and use basic Trig to calculate the answer >_<

Anyway, enough ranting =P

Such a nice day today =) Windy >_<

( What colour am I? )

Whaaa >_< I don't know what to do this reading break. I kinda want to volunteer during reading break. Those projects sound really interesting.. But then I need to study >_< I don't even know if I'll have any time at all... erg...

Dine out Vancouver starting on Jan. 20th. Who wants to go? Any restaurants people want to go in particular??? Here's the link: http://www.tourismvancouver.com/visitors/dining/dineout.details.php?id=9 Let me know soon so I can make reservations.... Gotham's Steakhouse has no more seats available D=

Well, looks like Christmas has come and gone =) It just came so fast this year. It just didn't feel like Christmas >_< Ate lots >_< Soooo much food!!! Got a Wacom table from Adrian hehehe =) Thanks a lot! And I didn't even get to use it >_< On Christmas night, my computer decided to DIE ON ME!!! ARGH! My computer just crapped out on me that night. I think it's my hard-drive. My cousin took a look at it and said my hard-drive just died.. damn it... I haven't backed up my stuff since I got my computer (about 8 months ago). And now my computer won't even turn on D= So mad.... So I'm stuck using my brother's computer until my computer gets fixed >_

I'm free as a bird =P Relatively speaking haha. I just wrote my last final today (yesterday? It's 1:11am now =P) I feel so relieved that I'm done! Now I can just veg out a bit. I spent the whole day baking after my final =D. My gingerbread turned out kinda okay.. >_< Apparantly it isn't sweet enough =P So you people will get kinda-not-sweet gingerbread men. But my brother said it tasted better with the icing =P I just finished icing all the gingerbread hehehe I kinda screwed up on some of them and they kinda look like retarded gingerbread men hehehe. Also made some whipped shortbread today =) It taste like shortbread, and little lighter than regular shortbread. Kinda crumbles a bit haha. This was actually my first time making the gingerbread and the shortbread. Tomorrow, I will make some cheesecake and peppermint shortbread! hehehehe

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Friday I set nurbed's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last Tuesday I helped johnnyoh across the street (6 points). Last week I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In July I bought porn for purple_shad (-10 points). Last Sunday I gave kalun a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Overall, I've been nice (680 points). For Christmas I deserve a toy train! Sincerely, flower_bunny

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Ugh.. I got so much stuff to study for! My Korean exam is tomorrow.. I need to do my oral exam for Korean online later tonight >_< I have no idea what to say... Well, back to studying!

I have no money D= I need a job...

I should be studying right now.... I'm so screwed for my exams that I have tomorrow... I feel like I haven't retained any information at all from studying.. I need to start studying for my vocab quiz for Korean. I haven't even looked at the terms yet.. It's going to be a long night for me D=

I had a Korean test today... I think I might have screwed up on some minor details.. I always someohow get "a" and "uh" mixed up somehow... stupid lines >_< I always somehow get confused....I even by mistake spelt my Korean name wrong haha. The prof just one day decided to hand out random Korean names to everyone in the class and I ended up with a name that sounds kinda line "Jenny" haha It's more like "cheen he" ...

Anyway, I'm feeling much better. Except my nose is all stuffed up. I don't know if that is due to allergies OR the fact that I'm sick with a stuffy nose. I kept on sneezing today... and my nose is runny D=

I'm feeling sick again D= I hate getting sick. It seems like this year my immune system isn't working as it should >_< I woke up this morning with a sore throat and a headache... My throat hurts so much right now >_< It hurts to drink water D= This sucks....

I can't really do much during an one hour break...I need more sleep. I need to sleep maybe earlier? But 12am is still early >_< I'm so sleepy today D= And this lab I'm in is stuffy and hot. It seems like there is no ventilation in here >_< The stuffiness is making me even more sleepy...If it wasn't raining outside, I would probably be sitting outside sleeping haha =P I'll probably fall asleep in my Memory class later this afternoon.. That class isn't that interesting... Quite dry. And the Prof from that class doesn't seem to either check his e-mail or respond to e-mails >_< I e-mailed him about volunteering for his lab as a research assistant... The study he's doing sounds interesting and I wouldn't mind helping out. He's studying why people zone out. But it's too bad that this study has nothing related to clinical psyc. I need to find a placement soon >_< My clinical psyc class is so much work... When I registered for that class, I didn't know that there is a practicum component to that class... I didn't know that I had to volunteer 4 hours a week at either a clinic or in a research project. I'm trying to get a volunteer research assistant position here at school >_< But all the labs that I want to work in is all FULL >_< I wanted to either work in the anxiety lab or help with the study on perfectionism and psychopathology... Too bad that my clinical psyc prof didn't give out the list of places we can go for our placements earlier. I made so many phone calls yesterday to try to secure a position somewhere >_< I called the hospital about eating disorders and other labs at UBC that is doing studies in the clincial psyc area... So much work >_<

I also need to study my Korean too D= I got an exam next week on 4 chapters. That language is quite complicated... reading it is difficult.. I don't even know which consonants I need to pronounce and which consonants I need to replace >_

I'm so bored right now and tired =P I'm just sitting in the computer lab at school...I didn't feel like getting up this morning to go to school >_< But I went anyway. I need to attend those Korean classes. Those language classes are pretty intense >_< I don't even know when I'm going to find time to practice and such. My Korean class has bi-weekly exams, weekly homework assignments and I also need to participate on an online voice forum thingy. I need to buy myself a cheap mic for my computer... The first class was interesting.... When the class began, the prof just started to speak Korean. The whole class just didn't understand what she was talking about until she started to talk English somewhere during the middle of the class.. So far this class is interesting, but it's going to be a lot of work.. Like my Clinical Psyc class. When I registered for that class, I didn't know that the class will involve job placement too.. Kinda like a co-op portion of the class, but it's volunteer. It is going to be interesting. But I don't know if I want to work in a community environment or a research environment.. >_< So much things to think about.. And then there is Grad school D= When my Psyc prof started to talk about grad school, I realized that I need to figure out what I want to do >_< ARGH my brain is going to explode...

Anyway, after Korean class, I had 1hr break and I went to the bookstore to see if any of my text books are there and my Korean text was there.... I had to wait in line >_< Dumb line! It said it would be a 25 min wait.. I ended up waiting there for 40mins.. It was INSANE! My whole break spent standing in line....

Blargh.. One more class to go.. I better get going and start walking to my next class =P

I got to school this morning and ran into my cousin... He told me that all first year classes were cancelled >_< Boo-urns... And it happens that my 10am class is a first year Korean class >_< I got to campus around 9:15am to see if I can get books before class... But now that I don't have class, I don't know what to do until 12:30pm...

( Re-cap of my boring weekend =P )

Ugh... I'm so tired right now.. I have to come in at 8am this morning >_< (Actually every morning...) I could barely roll out of bed this morning.. Hopefully my day will go by faster today. Yesterday at work, it was so warm inside the building that I was trying to stop myself from falling asleep >_< Right now, it's too cold.... No one is here yet.. so empty =P

I desperately need sleep... Can't wait for Friday to come. My days has just become meshed together I don't even know what day it is today. Today feels like a Friday because I worked on Sunday.... I need to find myself a dress.

Yea.. I got really sick >_< On Sunday, I was feeling a little iffy. My throat was all scratchy and itchy all day Sunday. I went to sleep and woke up Monday morning with a sore throat, runny nose and a horrible headache. I took some Tylenol hoping it would work and went to work.. The Tylenol didn't work.. I felt like crap after 1 1/2 hours of work and just decided to go home. I went home and just slept for the whole day. I'm feeling better today... No headaches, but my nose is all clogged up and my head feels stuffy. I can't really hear either because I'm so clogged up D= All day my nose was all runny and I kept on blowing my nose... Brought a giant tissue box to work haha. Ugh...This stupid flu isn't going away D= I keep on getting sick!!! This totally sucks... And I don't know where I caught this stupid flu... I've been sleeping and eating okay.. So the only way I could have gotten sick is from work...Being sick sucks...

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Yep, I haven't really updated in a while >_< Been too lazy... I guess I'll update while I'm sitting at my desk during lunch.. Got no one to eat with today D= So sad.

Anyway, re-cap of my weekend.

Friday - After work I went to Superstore to pick up some veggies so I can make a salad to bring to Ian/Vivian's BBQ. After shopping, I went home and had dinner with my family. Ate so much >_< I always do that haha. I think I eat too much. It won't be surprising if I gain 10 pounds >_< After dinner, I just lounged around and made the salad.

Saturday - I woke up and went to work. I really didn't do much at work. I really didn't feel like working that day.... Had Antons for lunch (AGAIN >_<) This is my 4th Saturday working and my 4th time eating Antons. It's good and what not, but I'm beginning to not like it now after eating it so much D= But I can't complain. Free food =P After work, I rushed out of EA and caught a ride with Johnny to the skytrain station to meet up Regan. It wasn't until I got to the skytrain station that I realized I fogot to do Gopher D= Oh well.... Anyway, so Regan drove all of us to Ian's house. He lives in such a nice house! Nice view!!! I love the view haha. I didn't feel really social that day, so I just hung out in a circle and played some games that Amy suggested... That up and down game screwed me up >_< I just didn't figure it out.... Left the BBQ relatively early and went home. Called up a friend and see if he wanted to go for some bubble tea. So I went for some bubble tea.

Sunday - My sister left on Sunday morning. I couln't go to the airport with her D= I had to teach. So bascially I taught all day.. Nothing exciting. Oh yea and did laundry too...

Ugh.... I really don't want to be here right now D= Weather is crappy and I'm feeling crappy...